A Real Life Nasty Freak

I’m a nasty freak.  I am not talking just gang bang, cum eating, public fucking freaky. I am a pain slut freak with a severe S and M disorder. I crave pain. Not just spanking, nipple clamp pain. I want to be tortured. I have snuff fantasies that get me off. Most women masturbate to George or Leo.  I am getting off to Michael Myers and Freddy Krueger. I need a man who can follow through on his dark fantasies to hurt a bitch. I am tired of men thinking spanking me will make me cum. Take your lit cigar and hold it on my clit until the cigar is gone; maybe my clit will be gone too. I can hope so at least. Slice my nipples off and feed them to me. Sodomize my ass with a broken bottle until my ass is shredded from the inside out. String me up to a tree and throw big rocks at my whore body. Lynch me the old school way. Maybe you could even torch my body, burning me alive. Violate all my fuck holes and toss me to the wild animals to eat. Make snuff porn with me as the star. But not a fake one. Kill me for real as violently and as gruesomely as imaginable. I deserve to be dead. I am a worthless stupid cunt who is diseased in the mind, and likely in the cunt too. I am too weak to mutilate myself or even take my own life. I try to cut myself on calls, but I can never get deep enough to really make it hurt.  I need a real man. A dominant man with an evil mind to torture me, even kill me. Is that you? I want to be your whore, dead or alive.